February 2012
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December 2011
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The waves keep rolling in..
I’ve never felt so much disappointment with myself before. The night she disappeared I had a dream that a good friend of mine drowned. I never really saw the friend’s face, nor found out who it truly was in my dream.
I’m going through this phase where I keep telling myself that I was such a horrible friend. And I’m starting to believe it. I don’t have many close...
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내 친구가 돌아가셨을 때, 한번 "In Heaven"를 들으면 … 그 가사가 얼마나 사실...
This song was said to be written for the late Park Yong-Ha by Kim Jaejoong. They were good friends and it was unexpected of PYH to commit suicide at such a young age. No one really knew his troubles. Much the same of my dear friend who also took her own life just a few days ago. I dedicate this song to her in hopes that my heart will gather it’s pieces together and be whole again, while her...
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November 2011
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Pieces of me.
I miss the good ol’ days. I miss being a crybaby and being able to cry that shit out! I hate being an adult and “holding” shit in. Being the “bigger person” and stepping down, letting all the assholes get their way in life. fuck that shit. I just wanna kick and scream! And if the world thinks I’m a bitch then so be it. I just wanna tell the world to shut the...
October 2011
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“I fell in love today ……
With Joseph Vincent. =) .. Couldn’t be helped…...”
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Please just stop. I am so tired of hearing your bickering. Do you even REALIZE that you don’t sound nice? Is that how you want me to hear it? I don’t understand how everyone else can hear it that way. I don’t understand how everyone can think that you are so sweet and nice and innocent when honestly, you aren’t. You aren’t. And do you realize that I already have so...
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We’ve all had our ups and downs. I was a...
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September 2011
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Just a random Vent:
Really hate it when people “school” me. I’m a grown woman and know what I’m supposed to do. I may be stubborn and decide against myself, but please, just let me mess up and pull myself back together. I also really hate people who take my ideas and repeat them to me, and later say “I told you so.” No, you didn’t. I told You so. I also really really hate it...
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6 degrees can bond us.
10 years ago on this day I was sitting in my 7th grade math class trying to solve a geometry problem involving lines and variables. I remember sitting in the back of the classroom joking around with my friends while we tried solving problems together. As we were cluelessly working on our problems, my teacher stepped out of the classroom for a few minutes. When he returned, his face was grim with...
I had no idea that my followers increased =) I...
August 2011
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“Hope is like a road in the country; there was never a road, but when many people...”
– ~Lin Yutang (via justbesplendid)
June 2011
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KARA’s Hara & B2ST’s Junhyung confirmed to be in a... →
I’m a fan girl in denial right now. I’m the type of fan girl that is loyal to that one bias in a group. And I’m SO extremely sad right now that Junhyung is now in a relationship. Ah, why??? T_____T It sounds lame for this 22 year old fan girl to be crying about this but my heart seriously feels like it just broke haha .. if I feel this way about Junhyung, whom I’ve...
I have talked the talk. Now it's time to walk the...
Summer 2011
3 big plans:
- Accomplish what it feels like to be an adult working 40 hours a week at minimum wage but loving what they do. =)
- Successfully shed the pounds. I’m not going to stress out over weight loss this summer because with my busy schedule it will come naturally like it should. I will be healthy!
- Have Fun! I am going to have fun while reaching my goals this summer =) That’s...
Mom's Life Lessons:
- The pain of giving birth is like when you have cramps.
- Mom’s are the best lawyers in the world. Because no matter how bad you are, they will always see the good. They will always be your best friend, the one person who defends you and stands by you when no one else will.
- Always be nice to your spouse.
- Always smile at those who hate you. What can they do? Nothing.
- Love your...
“Satisfaction isn’t the pounds you lost, the beautiful clothes you wear, or...”
– LSV
May 2011
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Writing - its a passion =)
Finally writing some fanfics again!! :D I’m so excited! I do apologize to my readers for not finishing some of those fics though! but I’m working on them! I promise! I am! =) you can read my new fics at asianfanfics.com =) woot!
EnJOY! :D
ps. I seriously absolutely LOVE to write fiction. =) Its been one of my passions for a very long time now. Please support ^^
Love,
Leni
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All I do is Win.
Dear Dad,
Kuv yog ib tug ntxhais tab si kuv lub sab tawv qhawv ib yaam les ib tug tub. Kuv muaj ib lub hom phaj zoo ua yuav paab tau kuv lub neej kom zoo moos lawm yaav tom ntej. Tsis txhob txhawj txug kuv, tsis txhob rawm muaj kuv saib les ib tug ntxhais ua tsis paub taab hab tsis muaj lub peev xwm txhawb nwg tug kheej. Yog kuv xaav tau dlaab tsi lawm kuv yuav tsum ua kom tau. Kuv yog ib tug...
onlykeepthefaith:
nailsinatoolbox:
JUST PRESS...
Ha-Mong
Had a long talk last night with a friend about “pride” and race. We started out talking about how we’ve been asked if we could identify other types of Asians just by looking at them or hearing their accent when they speak. And we both agreed that, yes, we can identify Asians by how they speak or dress. It’s like how Europeans can tell one another apart by their accents,...
Finally letting go.
I’ve imprisoned myself for 4 years to this job that I couldn’t let go not because I particularly enjoyed the job but because I was in financial desperation and just couldn’t take the risk to let it go. It wasn’t as though the job paid much. I started at $7.50 an hour and worked for less than 12 hours a week. It didn’t help much with rent or other bills. I once went a...
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Lakorn
I feel bad for Thai actresses. I swear, for example: the actress Ann Thongprasom has probably been “raped” at least 50 times with all her lakorns combined. I mean, she was “raped” by Ken Theeradeth roughly 5 times in the lakorn “Sawan Biang”.
And these actors, they’ve probably been married over 10 times combining all their lakorns. Example: Cee Siwat....
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Twitter's impact on my fan-celebrity...
As some may know, I can be a complete fangirl. Of course not those stalkerish ones where they sit outside of the celebrities’ company or house. But I do love my celebs. What is sad though, is that once I add their twitter account (yes their legit ones not those fake fan made ones) I seem to not love them as much anymore.. maybe it’s because I prove to myself that yes, indeed these...
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Sunny
So my sister is pregnant and I’m going to be an Aunt for the FIRST TIME!! I’m SO excited! =) Probably even more excited than my sister since this is her first kid =) woot!! She’s been asking for names and the such and I recommended “Tshaav Ntuj Ci” which means Sunny/Sunshine. =) Seriously, Hmong names are great. That’s already 2 names in one! I wish my name was...