I went to the doctors today for a check up. I haven’t had one in a while. When I was with the nurse, she gave me a survey to fill out. One of the questions was “How often do you become depressed, or find yourself not fulfilled/not taking pleasure in doing anything?” It was interesting because usually around this time of year and once every fall, I do fall into a pit of depression. And those who say “well, you just have to think of all the positive things in life and bring yourself out of depression” But you see, sometimes that’s so much easier said than done. Some of us, we are not that lucky. Its not easy to pick ourselves back up. 

I just finished watching the latest episode of “Dream High 2” (which I prefer so much more over Dream High 1) and I fell in love with Ye Eun’s self composed song “Hello to Myself” (Which is the song that Hye Sung composes in DH2) The lyrics just hit home. It is February 2012 and it’s cold. And I am asking myself “Where are you?” And this song brought tears to my eyes. In a good way. And JB’s smile did the trick too LoL. 

On a more serious note: Depression is a very serious problem. My friend took her own life because of Depression. If you follow kpop then you know that many of those idols/celebrities take their own lives due to Depression. Please, if you ever feel like your world is crumbling down, remember, that there is always someone out there who understands you, who will give you their shoulder to cry on. I’ll offer my cyber shoulder anyday ;) 

Stay happy and healthy <3 

And enjoy the song =) 

Lyrics: 

“Hello To Myself” - Ye Eun (Wonder Girls)

Hello, this is February 2012, a very cold winter
Where are you - how close are you
To the dream that I wanted so bad?

Here, I’m still falling and crying again
I’m hurt and tired and have no strength to get up
But you would probably see me and smile

Hello to myself hello to myself 
Will you comfort me, saying don’t cry?
Hello to myself hello to myself 
Will you tell me that I can do it?
Hello hello - don’t cry - Hello hello - get up

How are you - how is it to fulfill your dream?
Doesn’t it hurt when you pinch yourself?
Or is it sometimes boring because it’s become a normal routine for you?
If you ever get lonely and tired, will you remember me, who used to dream here?

Hello to myself hello to myself 
Will you think of me here and smile?
Hello to myself hello to myself 
Will you be happy to the point where your heart overflows?
Hello hello, smile - Hello hello, just like that

Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you think of me here and smile?
Hello to myself hello to myself
Will you not forget me, who used to dream?

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