I was so sad that I almost couldn’t get this song to fit onto my laptop because my baby is so full of stuff right now. I need to clean it out. But after deleting a few selected items, I finally was able to fit this song into my Itunes. After all these years of being a fan girl of this man, I finally believe I know why I love him so much and will probably always will (or shrivel up and die xP) My goodness, he is so enchanting <3 He is the only femmy man that I will ever consider (actually really want to) marry. LoL. I can’t even express how much my heart exploded (a lot!) when I first listened to this song. It’s on repeat and I feel like tears are seriously going to come to my eyes. Ahhhh, 어떻게? ㅋㅋ.. I was also smiling unknowingly (knowingly now that I’ve told you this hehe) for the longest time while listening to this. Oh goodness. Rumor has it that he also wrote the song. I wouldn’t be surprised. He was wrong. He’s not an Idol. He’s a God (or at least close to one lmao!) In conclusion, I would like to say that I love this man <3

재중 오빠, 항상 너무 사랑하고 지켜줄께요.. 영원히~ 약속해. =) 

Kim Jaejoong - I’ll Protect You (Protect the Boss Ost) 
lyrics credit :: withJYJ 

I can’t look at you even when I have my eyes open

I can’t find your heart which has become cloudy amongst the worn out memories

I can’t do more because I’m tied and cried too much

No matter how much I think, I think I’ll be okay when if I see you

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I want to protect you… even your bad habits make me smile when I’m tired

Although it may be difficult, I’m going to say that I love you until the day you first come into my arms

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I can’t smile, I can’t remember even when I smile…

today also feels like it may disappear like a dream when I open my eyes

Even when I see you, I feel like you aren’t with me

I guess I’m still awkward at expressing my feelings… to love you

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I want to protect you… even your bad habits make me smile when I’m tired

Although it may be difficult, I’m going to say that I love you until the day you first come into my arms

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Will you become happy when you leave me to find a different warmth?

Even so I can’t let you go baby

It’s going to hurt even more than dying

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I love you.. more than anyone… no, I’m next to you

I’m holding your hand

I can’t give you to anyone else’s arms…  my heart cannot let you go… why