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내 친구가 돌아가셨을 때, 한번 “In Heaven”를 들으면 … 그 가사가 얼마나 사실 생각하고 있다. 친구야, 보고싶어 <3 친구의 가족 힘내자~ #inheaven, #jyj

This song was said to be written for the late Park Yong-Ha by Kim Jaejoong. They were good friends and it was unexpected of PYH to commit suicide at such a young age. No one really knew his troubles. Much the same of my dear friend who also took her own life just a few days ago. I dedicate this song to her in hopes that my heart will gather it’s pieces together and be whole again, while her soul may rest in peace and happiness <3 I love you friend and miss you with all my heart <3 

Watch the video here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CcecmEa0NEg

I’m going to leave now
Don’t leave
I’m going to come back so…
Liar, liar
No- don’t you know how much I love you?
Can’t you show that love to me right now?
I love you…
Can’t we love again?

As of right now, I can’t say anything
The miracle of you- it all seems like a fantasy
The last image of you seems to be locked only in my memories
I wonder if you are watching me from somewhere
Even if I regret, it’s too late- I can’t see you anymore
The tears of the shadows of my memories are watching over that place

I can’t say those words, I really can’t- as much as you were by my side
I’m sorry but I can’t- everything comes shaking back to me now
By waiting a little more, by wandering through my dreams
I’m afraid I will close my eyes inside of you

* Don’t leave, don’t leave- can’t you stay by my side?
Lies, all lies- I don’t hear anything
I love you, I love you- can’t you show me those words?
I love you, I love you- will you love me again?

Time already passed like this
I try looking for your traces but they are erased
The last memories of you are locked in the rims of my tears

Just end it, end me- if you’re not going to be next to me
I’m sorry but I’ll leave now- following your footsteps
Following the road with no end- as I wander to find you
I’m afraid I will lose you and be sad

* repeat

Don’t leave, don’t leave- can’t you stay?
Lies, lies, I don’t hear anything
I love you, I love you- can’t you show me?
Can’t you love me, love me, love me?
Don’t leave, don’t leave- can’t you stay?
Lies, lies, I don’t hear anything
I love you, I love you- can’t you show me?
Please come back

* repeat

lyrics credit :: pinkrazy@wordpress 

Chae Dong HaFormer SG Wannabe member Chae Dong Ha had passed away on May 27th, 2011 at the age of 29. Being an avid SG Wannabe fan, I was sad when he left the group in 2008 but my heart is pained now that he has left this earth. This is a dedication to him. My prayers are with his family and I send my condolences. 

In the Kpop industry, it seems that recently there have been so many deaths. Why must we keep hearing about suicides and depression? What is so corrupted about the industry that causes these people to take their own lives? What is so bad about the world that causes these people to want to leave it? What? They may be strangers but we all live in this world. We all face these cruel endeavors. There has got to be something, some answers, anything to free these people of their pains besides suicide. 

Brian Joo from FTTS recently tweeted this: “To my followers~ no matter how hard life gets, or how rough times can be, don’t EVER think of ending your own life! PLEASE!! God be with you” 

and

절 팔로우하시는 모든 분들~ 아무리 힘들고 주변에서 짜증나게해도 절대로 본인의 삶을 끝내려고 하지마세요… 인생은 이미 너무 짧고 소중합니다… 모두다 힘내시고… 주님의 축복이 있길 바래요” (To all my followers~ no matter how hard things get or how annoying things are, please don’t ever take your own life…. this life is already short and precious… everyone cheer up.. and God bless.)

Amen to that. 

And may you rest in peace Chae Dong Ha oppa. <3